Here I am…unaware…on my perch, waiting for tea, but picture taken because my new movement allows it, even though it is a terrible picture, which I would have at least smiled for had I known.

You. Are. The. Only. One. For me, this phrase is everything. I am the only one who has the power to reflect my unique blueprint to the world, through the gifts that I have been given. But I also am charged with understanding “the who” I was created to be, because that awareness is the most instrumental means by which I release those gifts to the world. I have struggled with this for a long time, because I was under the impression that there was a prescribed way to successfully present my gifts to the world be it as an artist, a writer, a philosopher, teacher, a whisperer, a wielder of love etc., etc. To say succinctly, this journey of mine has been one long glare into a mirror that was so fogged by outside influences, I couldn’t even see let alone recognize the person I was created to be. And as I have said multiple times, it was that voice that said to me: “you are mine” that was and continues to be the very root of why my transformation was possible, whether you think I’m delusional or not, the end result is hard to argue with. I am the wonderful expression of those initial conditions I was born to bear fruit from…so it took a really long time, big fucking deal, I know the ending to this story…Love makes everything work, even a slow learner like me.

I am, by nature, more comfortable in the background than in the forefront. That can be a blessing and a curse…because its easy to hide there. And, after all this time, I can confidently say that I do see the world in a way that is beyond most people…again, I use the word beyond because of all the adventures and challenges that I’ve been through and thus have gained a pretty unique perspective (and I know very clearly that I am not the only one who can attest to what a unique perspective brings to each blueprint’s story…). I could list a whole bunch of other attributes, but I won’t, because my point here, simply, is to say that the “how” I put my gifts into the world has to be a reflection of those initial conditions which have taken a lifetime to uncover and develop.

My approach to sharing my gifts to the world is and will be rooted in the quiet bravery I have committed to, and one that honors those gifts. I believe to the depth of my soul, I was created like this for a reason. I love being nestled in the woods, the quiet of my studio, and the world of my mind that continues to expand as I explore the unknown world of the “within” that Teilhard’s Noosphere represents. And yet I am more than aware of the command I have from my Loving God…to move along the path laid down for me, regardless of my discomfort and how it may push the limits of my comfort zone. I truly believe Teilhard’s philosophy is rooted in the Gospel and lays out a path to build the Kingdom of God that is dependent on all of us, the timing of which belongs to God alone and not me (and the thing I probably push back against the most). I don’t care about pubic acclaim or money (which is easy to say perhaps because I don’t have either 😉), but I care passionately about what my gifts can do when offered out into, unequivocally, the world, embracing the belief that I am not in control, but God/Love is. I also believe that it is the love in my heart through God and others, that have helped me develop my gifts…which I think you can see the development of over the years. I. Am. The. Only. One…For you, I hope this doesn’t come across as arrogant, but simply as a declaration that exponentially our blueprints are expressed, not as the world intends, but as God/Love, the author of this play, intends. Look in the mirror…learn to see and understand how and why you were built the way you were, flaws and all and love what you see back. I learned the hard way, you can’t wield love in the world until you wield it to yourself first.

One last caveat…none of us have to do this alone, the genius of our creator is that, if we allow ourselves to be tamed by those aligned in love, we will have all the help we need to move together, and for the second time in the history of the world…discover the fire and power of cosmic love.