The Power in Choice

I will totally understand if this post seems way too much for consumption, which is why I chose a completely unrelated photo of the 2026 Chanel runway show that was, in essence, simply breathtaking and beautiful not because I didn’t think the actual content would draw many, but I felt it important, nonetheless, to create a foundation to accentuate how important “choice” is to the ability to live on a higher plane. It is rooted in the very fabric of evolution itself, God’s amazing blueprint (which in my mind is as ethereal and beautiful as what was shown on the runway) for the culmination of our efforts moving toward the Kingdom of Heaven.

Teilhard taught that once humanity evolved into a being capable of reflective thought, and because of the limitation of our small planet and their close proximity to each other, the result was the establishment of the noosphere: a geological layer of consciousness and information that enveloped the Earth (the without). Humankind succeeded in stretching a single organized membrane of reflective thought, a new binding force (see prior post) And yet, since everything that evolves has the “without” as well as a “within” we must also understand what the “within” of the noosphere looks like. The world’s future now rests in humanities hands toward an unlimited future or its annihilation, a feat in which they must not falter, and there are, according to Teilhard only two ways to go: isolation and uniformity, or a coalescence of all human elements and the coming together of the branches of humankind where we all contribute to the unification of our world. Humanities first reflex, though, as they increased in number in a limited space, often lead them to seek fulfillment in isolationism and uniformity because of some inherent survival instinct that inclined humanity to think that to “increase one’s personal being” they must remove themselves as far as possible from the crowd of “others”. Survival of the fittest may be imbedded into life forms that don’t have the gift of reflective thought, but for humans…well Teilhard puts it this way:

Unique in this respect among all the energies of the universe, consciousness is a dimension to which it is inconceivable, and even contradictory, to ascribe a ceiling or suppose it can double back upon itself. There are innumerable critical points on the way, but a halt or reversion is impossible, and for the simple reason that every increase of internal vision is essentially the germ of a further vision which includes all the others and carries still farther on. Hence this remarkable situation…that our mind, by the very fact of being able to discern infinite horizons ahead, is only able to move by the hope of achieving, through something of itself, a supreme consummation- without which it would rightly feel itself to be stunted, frustrated, and cheated. After the long series of transformations leading to humanity, has the world stopped? Or, if we are still moving, is it not going in a circle? Either nature is closed to our demands for futurity, in which case thought, the fruit of millions of years of effort, is stifled, stillborn in a self-abortive and absurd universe…or else an opening exists-that of the “super-soul” above our souls: but in that case, the way out-if we are to agree to embark upon it-must open out freely onto limitless spiritual spaces in a universe to which we can entrust ourselves without hesitation. First: that there is for us, in the future, under some form of another (at least collectively) not only survival, but a superior form of existence. Secondly: to imagine, discover, and reach this “super life”, we have only to walk in the direction in which the lines passed by evolution take on their maximum coherence. (In other words, where consciousness is at its greatest.) Between nature being closed (pessimism) and the super-soul (optimism), there is no middle way because, by its very nature, progress is all or nothing. We are confronted accordingly, with two directions, and only two: one downwards, and the other upwards, and there is no possibility of finding a halfway house.

I know the above quote is pretty heavy, so let me try and break it up a bit. For humans, while all three rules of evolution still apply: unity, plurality and energy, there is something operating at a different level that has not happened before in the levels of evolution below humans. So while individual humans are identical in that they are “thinking” units, it is important to remember that they are also highly individual, i.e. different parts of a body. And like parts of the body, their individuality means nothing in isolation or uniformity because we are all connected, related to each other, but each performing a different function. Perhaps if humanity evolved in an unlimited space, humans never would have reached the necessary saturated state to burst forth into something new. But because they evolved in a limited space, human elements had to infiltrate more and more into each other, their minds mutually stimulated by close proximity. Each person, then, extends, their influence upon the earth and the earth in effect shrinks steadily. The pressure of proximity combined with the nature of our thinking souls to coalesce causes the radial energy (which is directional) of consciousness to concentrate toward a “super consciousness”, or what we come to understand as the “within” of the noosphere.

An extreme example of the lower polarity that has occurred throughout history is the doctrine that seeks to elevate one group or race to a position of superiority…and we all know how this system turned out. So why did Teilhard believe that isolation is a blind alley to be avoided? He believed this because, like evolution prior to reflective thought, where each molecule behaved in an almost uniform way, to animals who behave in a way to instinctively survive, humanity being capable of reflective thought, was therefore capable of not only planning their own actions, but planning the future as well. Humans cannot blindly react to the kind of animal behaviors such as birth, death and reproductive function that ruled their primitive selves, but instead must assimilate those basic functions and transform them with intelligent meaning and moral value.

All in all, ultimately the choice about “what” we do in the real world, is rooted in “how” we do it in the real world…and that is where, for me anyway, the power of love comes in and what moves us to living on a higher plane. As much as I’ve spoken about what “love” is and how it defines us, instead of the other way around…the choice for how to move ahead will always be rooted in the information that is disseminated to every individual in the noosphere, (the physical envelope of conscious thought) and how to check the veracity of that plethora of information to achieve the true essence of building the super consciousness (the Omega Point) that will move us forward. Because to root a choice in something, while proclaimed to be a truth, but is in reality is something less, will ultimately inhibit the body to move functionally forward, regardless of the desire to do so. All this I will delve into further at a later date…but for Teilhard, Jesus and a host of others, what drives the choices we make must be rooted in accurate and factual information, and the understanding that none of us are separate entities and it is only collectively using all our gifts, that any evolution can happen. The power of that choice is everything.

Truth and Free Will

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I’ve been thinking a lot about free will and choice in these days of such tribulation. I’ve pondered, studied and applied (to the best of my ability) the lessons of the story of the Garden of Eden that speaks of the origin of free will and sin. In short, a choice was made to defy God and eat of the tree of knowledge, and innocence was lost…and if I’m truly honest, I’m OK with that. I would rather choose God, choose my path and choose all that comes with human fallibility on my own than live in a world of perfection without having the choice to be there. I say that because it means everything when you choose something for yourself, and not have it imposed upon you. And with that freedom comes a responsibility to accept the consequences of those choices, because that is how I evolve. I also embrace the help that God offers, in humility, because I acknowledge the limitations to my human perception and ability to move as far forward on my own as I would like. I believe that whatever I put out into the world comes back to me tenfold, which gives me care and pause to keep me on the straight and narrow road I choose to walk on. We are all fallible, flawed, and yet free to move in the world in the way we choose even within the limitations of circumstance and physicality because no one controls our souls or thoughts. Even how we choose to follow God, at its core is a personal responsibility. We can’t hide behind God to justify our behavior any more than we can blame the devil…because we have the freedom to choose. WE ARE RESPONSIBLE for every choice even in the midst of horrible circumstances, not knowing better or even in the midst of enslavement. (which, in the story of Adam and Eve, God says: “See! They have become like one of us, knowing what is good and what is bad!”) While in any given circumstance our physical choices may be restricted or limited, we always have the freedom to choose how to respond to them. We can choose goodness, or not.

With that said, I fully realize that the freedom to choose our physical destiny fully is not available to everyone on this planet, its just not. I think the choices to restrict freedom are being imposed out of fear and all the ramifications that come with that choice. There is a part in the story of Adam and Eve when they realize they are naked, and they hide. I think of even the most powerful people in the world in that position in front of God, when stripped down to just their nakedness not protected by wealth or status or embellishment would feel the same way as Adam and Eve did. I know I do, and I am thankful for that…I, in truth, really am. The reason? Because, sensibly, I know we all have flaws that we cover with a variety of subterfuge because of a skewed belief that if we do that the rest of the world won’t see how flawed we are, except that the rest of the world is flawed also. I find it tragic the length to which people will go to fake who they are or make excuses for who they are not. I refuse to do that. Instead, I choose to be a work in progress, flaws and all, give credit to God for the blueprint that is me and work desperately hard to make sure my choices are good ones, and when they aren’t, take responsibility for them and move on.

So, in the light of free will, I choose to celebrate that sacred fault of the Garden, choosing more to see it not as original sin, but the ability to recognize good and evil and then consciously, to the best of my knowledge and belief, choose good, choose God…which differs based on an individual’s perspective. And because we all have a different perspectives, work within those differences unless and until I think goodness is threatened and find ways to rectify it. I think this is why the tone of Jesus’ message is based on love, and not a regimented set of rules or judgments. Loving God with all your strength, treating your neighbor as you would yourself, and loving the least among us, and being prayerful,  helps us recognize that while others also have free will and face circumstances we may not understand or appreciate, and the choices made may have a ripple effect outward, there is a good way to respond to them and an evil one, even if those choices are not black and white but on a spectrum. At our core, unless you are a sociopath or severely mentally ill, knowing what is good and what is evil is the burden of free will, and simply hoping you are doing good does not make it so. To abdicate responsibility for your status by blame, by excuses, by rationalizations, by out right lying is choosing against goodness. And while none of us can equivocally define what goodness is all of the time, in time, if we choose to evolve, we should get better at recognizing it. Lastly, Good and Evil are not shaped by public opinion…that is the truth.

 

 

Of Consequence and Consequences

Jesus and the sanhedrinI’ve embraced that breaking out in a cold sweat will be the new normal as I write this first post for the new year.  After the title popped into my head I knew I needed to write before I lost my nerve.  Here goes.

Every person on this earth is of consequence.  Everyone.  God’s plan for the world is weakened, altered whenever we lose sight of this most fundamental idea; we are in this together.  How do I know this?  Just read the Bible, actually most Holy Scriptures.  Since I am a Christian, this is how I know this.  In Jesus’ wheelhouse of people, he spent the majority of his time with the least desirable, most despised, greatest sinners…etc.  He chose simple fishermen for his disciples, and often the oddest of people to dine with and talk to.  His reach went beyond the limitations of class, ethnicity, religion and politics; everyone mattered.  Everyone deserved to hear his message  He especially avoided those who had held the prestige of class and distinction….because they had forgotten who God was, and how to build up His Kingdom.

I don’t think it is difficult to draw a parallel to modern culture.  We have become as exclusive, judgmental, bigoted and narrow-minded as those who were threatened by Jesus in his day.  We have forgotten who God is and how to build up His Kingdom.  To twist the words of Jesus to exclude and redefine who is acceptable to God is nothing short of blasphemy.  So don’t.  God celebrates every one of us, he doesn’t make mistakes.  I hope that isn’t a hard pill to swallow, because to each of you who really hates a section of the population for whatever reason…stop, because they are precious in God’s eyes.

Ouch, I know that can be harsh.  So I have to see preciousness in the people who literally make my skin crawl? Yes.  That doesn’t mean that we all go hug a random criminal or (insert name of the faction of the population you hate the most).  So here is where I move beyond “of consequence” and on to consequences.  Saying the phrase, “of consequence” and believing it is hard.  Most people I know are insecure and struggle, in a variety of ways, with low self esteem…that includes those who appear über confident and present the illusion to the world that their shit doesn’t stink.  It is what drives the angry divisive, bullying behavior of people today.  Those who really believe they are precious, essential, loved and important just don’t behave that way.  I also think it is why people refuse to accept responsibility for their own choices, and how that is manifested, I suppose, is different for each person.  For example, I think the one of the reasons the Pharisees hated Jesus so much is that he took their power over the people away.  If Jesus was the Messiah they had been waiting so long for, they were no longer formidable.  Their self-worth depended on knowing more, having more power, the exclusivity of being the God’s chosen people, rendering them more important that everyone else.  Jesus virtually pulled the rug out from under their belief of who the Messiah would be, not a mighty King, but a loving servant.  That could not have set well.  They were precious in God’s eyes and yet there were dire consequences of what they did.  How are we supposed to love that?

Being “of consequence” will never render the “consequences” of any our actions in the world null and void.  We all live by the choices we make and often suffer the fallout of choices others make.  We have to hold others accountable, but only in a way that offers the possibility of being “of consequence” again.  I’m not naive, the world has some pretty evil stuff going on.  But remember that we are not alone, God is truly with us and for us…all of us.  And until we can believe that we are all precious in His sight, even though we all sin, we have to stop throwing stones, the kind that destroy and not build up.  We have to stop blaming the government, the 1%, the poor, ethnicity, ideology… the list goes on and on.   Jesus said, that whatever you do for the least of these, you do for me.  Holding ourselves and others accountable while still seeing the worth in all sinners is how we grow and how we grow to understand God.  I just want people to understand that the kind of choices we make change when we look in the mirror and believe that the person who is looking back matters, is important, and is an expression of God’s great creative mind.  Because if you can’t see God’s creation when you look in the mirror, you won’t be able to see it in others either.