These are my shoes…kind of quirky, kind of fun. You can design your own on the Adidas website. I had my name added, not because I was living in fear that someone would steal them, (although they are cool), but as a reminder that it is my feet that are walking this path. I am the one putting one foot in front of the other, or standing still, or even on the occasion walking backward. These are my shoes, no one else’s. Only I can get myself where I need to go. It’s true that at times, others have given me direction, cleared obstacles and smoothed the way and some have even put obstacles in my path to trip me up…but I am responsible for how I move forward. Regardless of what is ahead, I can choose to dance or drag my feet. I can stomp my feet in a tantrum at the unfairness of it all or simply let it go and run forward as fast as I can. I am the only thing that can stop me. When I allow chatter like “You can’t do that”, or “You’re not worthy” to impede my steps, I can’t blame anyone but me. No one can limit me, but me. The intent of the universe is for each of us to achieve our highest purpose.
This is underlined even more for me as a woman of faith. When God is for me, who can be against me? The boon of spiritual assistance gives me no excuse. As I look to my future and I walk in my shoes, I remember that blame will stop me in my tracks, and will never get me where I need to go, as will lending an ear to those who want me to fail. I walk in my shoes…no one else. While my journey may be a singular affair, the upswing is that I don’t have to walk alone. I can choose companions to walk along side me, which does abate the loneliness of my life’s adventure. I’m better now than when I was younger at avoiding those who slowed me down or confused my sense of direction, yet I still have to remind myself once in a while when it is time to move out of a crowd and forge ahead on my own. And while my journey may include walking in step with fools at times, there are many times in hindsight where I realize that I myself was the fool. I am thankful for those angels God put in my path when it was most needed, and I hope I’ve been an angel to others in their time of need too.
My steps may not be as quick as they used to be and my shoes have taken on a more practical nature, but I embrace the adventure of every new day…I forge on happily, just me and my shoes.